No one understands me…

I’m trying my best to hold myself together and get through my life, but sometimes I feel as if there’s something about me that’s getting weaker and weaker… I know my body is physically getting weaker. I’m finding it harder to get out of bed every morning, I’m constantly hungry. My mother doesn’t feed me breakfast and my tummy is growling by the time I’m in first period. My knee is injured and my right hand is swollen.. It’s like my body is slowly shutting down. It’s okay, what’s come has got to come. But I wish someone would understand what I’m going through. I know God will understand because I tell him everything and he’s there for me always. At the same time, it’d be nice… if someone physically understood what I’m going through. Because sometimes I feel like one day, my body will shut down completely on me, and then I’ll just be gone. It’s so selfish of me to think this way… but I can’t help it…